You have won the key to my brain. You probably didn't think it would be something like this did you? A simple blog HTML Pages with very few CSS A key to understanding my craziness?
I won. You have accepted to move on. It wasn't easy, you were one hard challenge. You kept coming back, asking for more. At one point i thought that maybe Only maybe This time would be different That someone on this planet Had found a way to erase me A way to kill me But ah! Humans are so weak I, one more time, showed my strength No one can beat me I control her mind whenever i want to Well, it's easier when she is in love Because she pulls her walls down To let someone else enter So i join, you know I join the party And once i'm in, i ain't getting out Once i'm in, i ravage anything she builds I hide in a corner and show up at night, when she is the most vulnerable I put thoughts in her heads, Thoughts that even if she tries to ignore They still stick And as soon as you don't act normally They come out Hell, no one is the same So of course this little strategy always work. I am so intelligent.
There was pills once who shut me down I was very pissed off. I eventually managed to contour the pills in certain conditions, but it was hard. I would show up randomly at certain moments I hired friends to help me Certain smells, songs, feelings They all helped me to enter in her castle.
I know i shouldn't do this to her But it makes me laugh to see her fail her life It makes me laugh to see her trust one more guy Again and again That idiot ain't ever gonna learn that i will never leave her? That i will never let anyone else take control of her brain Even if it's for her own good I'm staying.
Why didn't she tell you about this place? Because it's my own castle It's where no one judges me Where i can talk without anyone saying i'm crazy This place Is the last step Before you reach ME. And i don't want you to reach me, oh no Because my strenght lies in the fact that i stay hidden and only show up So you can't understand who i am And how i work If you have access to this place.. Then.. You know more about me than myself You know my fears, my past pains This blog goes back to what, 12 years old? This is all my life in a book. All my hopes, dreams, all the experiences that fucked me up badly. In this blog, i wish to be raped, i show my scars, i am ME. The ME i can't be with other people.
And the key The key to it is complex First she has to love you. Love you enough to trigger crisis A lot of crisis. I love crisis, they are my trademark. Second, you have to abandon her. It could be accepting to move on, for example. Everyone abandon others one day or another So that part of the key is always fulfilled Third, She needs to have imagined a life with you. A future life that got crashed in pieces
Once these are met, you have access to this place.
So once again, congratz because you officially escaped the most fucked up girl on earth and honnestly, that means you saved yourself a lot of trouble & pain.